sometimes i think june is a bad month for me.


it never was good.

when things go bad.. stay calm and compose .. because eventually everything's gonna turn out fine.

well well well ... taiwan trip in 2 weeks time!! i'm not even prepared for it! woo hoo!! its shop till you drop again...

well .. i really hope to bring a partner there .. and i hope it's you.

missing you like mad X 1000000000000000 .

PYF !!!! PYF !!!!

yesterday i did something i've never did before in my life. i still cant believe i actually did that . i dunno how can i actually face you now .

what is in your mind ?

why do i get this kind of feeling that i need to see you everyday.

i'm addicted... to you.

in the past .. i would never imagine myself with a prc. but now, i ask myself ... if one suddenly comes in and gives you that feeling that i've for some time forgotten how that feeling felt again.. would i consider to give it a go..

many factors, like .. PRC , $$ , heart, time, commitment, job, family.

i used to depise prc... but now .. i wonder..

local and export .. both are human .. but why do i depise them ? maybe its the irritating accent that they have ?

do i still depise them ? you've given me a different perception.

sometimes, i think i prefer to stay in my safe zone .. so when its time to part .. there wouldnt be much damage done. how long can i go on...

i wanna love wholeheartly but i dont want to feel the pain anymore.


help.

i blog is in a mess. ugly photo , no music , lousy wallpaper...

there's someone i remember that used to help me update my photos , music , and deco my blogg... but DAMN !! WHO ARE YOU!!!

Why cant i remember!!!!!!


ARGH!

i wanna know all the answers!!

i wanna crack the case!!

on second thought , if its true .. then maybe you're not gonna make a fantastic gf anyway .. sometimes you talk about you a very decent person .. dont sleep over .. or whatever..


well, somethings if were to spill out.. its not so nice anymore . so. :) good luck to whoever . actually , yes.. i do feel a lil upset .. maybe its because the amount of time that we wasted on each other. So now, i can start to understand myself a lil .. stop always lying to myself this and that, because i know , it doesnt really bother me anymore .

But before i let my hand go, i just hope for some truth in you.

today is saturday ... and i'm dying of boredom . my ciggies are running low ... my alcohol tank is dried and fried to the max, and the worst thing is ... i cant go out . WTF!!!!!

cant believe i can blog 3 -4 days in a row .. cannot remember ..


anway, i cant take it anymore .. i'll sneak out tonight.

8pm.
ken : i go downstairs buy things ah!!!
dad : cannot lah . your leg like that how to go down....
ken : i can lahhh.
dad : you want to buy cigeratte is it!!!
ken : ya la ya lah!!!
dad : i HELP U BUY LAH!
ken : .....
ken : nvm lahh.. i try go down myself ..
dad : okok .. you be careful ah..


WTH ! Dad offer to help me buy my ciggies!!! LOL

jailed.

one leg broken = cannot go out . = bored to death!

i dont care already, i'll rest till tuesday and i'm out to here!!!!

gonna be discharge later in the day .. around 1pm i think?

physio say i gonna go through hell when i walk the 4 storeys of stairs later.. die lah . stress. 4 days nv shit ... 2 days nv bathe . wanna faster go home mann.

today v flying off to nz already . hmmm, she also evil . nv come see me. haha . but i understand lah . she got tell me beforehand le . anyway vv, enjoy your short trip there k. throw all your unhappy memories there and then faster come back already k. actually i'm still surprised that you meeting the ' plush friend ' there. lol.

I WANNA SHIT . FASTER DISCHARGE ME! . Hospital Toliet sucks btw.

800 years since i blog .. i hope this has become a forgotten blog so no one would bother to read it .

its my last night in hospital .. life with cruthes sucks. no drinks anymore for the month.
well, these 3 days in hospital , have been thinking a lot .. bout friends, bout love , bout one nights , bout relationships...

well , you said you would come to accompany me during my stay in the hospital .. but last min .. you say you helping your friend with some kind of job . well, is it really so important.. maybe if there's really love .. you would have chose to be by my side ... all i need is someone there to accompany me when im at my lowest point . but you were nv there.. instead .. its always someone else. i really dont know why my heart beats towards you , always thinking of you , always prioritying you even u dont know .

maybe all these should stop , i really should come back to my senses already .. if you're really the one .. you wouldnt have stop contacting me for so long . so, your last chance is sunday. if you still fail to keep up to your promises.. maybe youu wouldnt hear from me anymore.

is there anyhow out there knows how i feel ? why do i even wanna go through all these.

Ken Lim
23 years old

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